.nice to meet you.

Ah, thanks! *i am shaking every one's hands* Thanks for the warm welcome! I have now crossed the threshold into the blogging world. I am not sure how often I will even do this, but I feel like I would regret not keeping track of my random thoughts. We have so many crazy things going on right now, so I know I will forget so many little things. So, this is my attempt at remembering...in the future....or..never mind. It may not be the least bit entertaining to anyone, but I will be glad I at least tried it out. My grammar is not the best, my words may not be PG rated and I may not make sense a lot. That's it.

So, what's on my mind?? There were many wonderful random thoughts earlier, (Jamire-Aquan was one of them) then I had to set up this account and it used all my brain power at such a late hour. Most of my randomness occurs between the hours of 10pm and 300am. I am alone with Mya all day, Niklas comes home from work, we do the family thing, Mya goes to bed, Niklas goes to bed and then I finally have time to just hang out with myself. It's hard to just go to bed and not have some totally down time. Anyway, that is my day. every day. I usually talk to Rae and Robin, but other than that...yep. I myspace a lot. I am sort of an addict. Many people know this about me. I don't keep it secret. I want them to know I can see their shit. Kinda kidding, but really!?! You can totally see people's lives on there! I can keep up with gossip in 5 different towns through myspace. Thanks, Tom. I thought about blogging on there, but never had the ambition. Maybe having an "official" blog page will make it more desirable for me.

Random family shiz: (like ANYONE that doesn't know me will ever read this. I just like the story) I live in Ontario with Niklas and Mya.

I grew up in MS and when I was 21, moved to WY. I lived there, and had some of of the most life changing experiences, until I was 23. I moved from there to NY for work b/c I was broke! This decision turned out to be the very best thing that I had ever done. I moved there Nov. 16, 2005. I met Niklas Nov. 18. Our first date was Nov. 27 and we were married a year later in Central Park, in NYC. I was 8 months pregnant with Mya and we lived in Ontario. Mya was born in Jan. of '07. She is the most amazing creation I have ever laid eyes on. She and Niklas have been true miracles in my life. I knew Niklas was the one as soon as we started dating. He was all the things all the other guys weren't and he was certainly not the things some of the worse guys were. See, that sentence is an example of something that may not make sense to you, but I get it! He was great and we hit it off immediately. The only problem was that he was from Sweden and he only came here as a temporary rep. for his company. What to do, what to do? GET PREGNANT!

-can I just say that my Mom actually asked me if we got pregnant so that he could get a visa to live in the u.s. Seriously. "Sure, Mom. We decided to get pregnant. We said never mind to the whole idea of just getting married!!!"

So, no. We didn't plan to get pregnant with Mya, but I can tell you honestly- I could not have possibly been more excited if I had planned it. Niklas needed a day, but once he had a chance to talk to his mom and Tobias, he realized that it's perfectly normal for humans to breed and make babies. It's kinda what we do. We were transferred to Canada through Niklas' work. That was 2 years ago. I am over Canada. I have given it a fair chance. I have t.r.i.e.d. to make it work here. We hate it. SO........we are moving to SWEDEN! I am so excited. For the first time in my life, I feel like I am doing the completely right thing. I am 100% confident that this is the right move for my family and it is a wonderful feeling.

Random thought 1,011: Michael Phelps- you f*ing rock dude. You are amazing. You are still a nerd. Sorry, dude. But hey, it's workin' for you!! Rock it, yo.
Random thought 1,011.2: The fact that I grew up where I did means that hip-hop and rap will always have a lil spot in my heart. So yeah. Watching SNL. Michael Phelps is the host. Lil Wayne is the artist (?). They're a couple of weird looking humans.

OK. Maybe I should go for now. Monday is Canadian Thanksgiving so we are going to a Thanksgiving dinner tomorrow. (Thanksgiving Day '06 is when we moved here) I am taking a side and dessert: deviled eggs and banana pudding. and yum.